I can breathe again

I’ve been back on zoloft for a month, and finally I can breathe again. It took about three weeks for things to sort of stabilize. But my mood is better, I am not feeling overwhelmed, I can read, I’m generally being more productive and (dare I say it?) happy. This is all good.

It couldn’t come at a better time. There’s a lot of stress at the congregation right now, mostly about money. Plus with Holy Week and everything else coming up quickly, it is really good to feel like I am on top of things a little better.

The hardest part about anti-depressants in my view are 1) Starting. I have such a fear of medication of any sort, that getting the gumption to actually start really terrifies me. And 2) Waiting to see if it actually will work. I want things to change quickly, but anti-depressants take time to get into your system and do their work. It requires some patience, which really stinks.

But God is good, and things are working again. Now, it’s time to get back to sermon writing, bulletins, calls, and all the other things that make up the season.

-DMR

8 thoughts on “I can breathe again”

  1. I'm so so so glad for you that the med is 'kicking in.' I hope it stays that way!
    (Thankfully) in His grip, HveHope

  2. I'm so so so glad for you that the med is 'kicking in.' I hope it stays that way!
    (Thankfully) in His grip, HveHope

  3. I am glad you pushed through the side-effects that bothered you first to make it to where the medication can do some good. Sometimes it sucks to get through that part but coming up on the other end of this, I am sure you know, sometimes it is very necessary. I am glad that you are feeling better!

  4. I am glad you pushed through the side-effects that bothered you first to make it to where the medication can do some good. Sometimes it sucks to get through that part but coming up on the other end of this, I am sure you know, sometimes it is very necessary. I am glad that you are feeling better!

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