Yes, I’ve been treating you like a shut-in. I love to see you when I’m there, but you make me tired and listless. You remind me of how imperfect I am, how much I want to just stare at the wall or watch mindless TV, or how little I like interacting with people.
Yet, I’m always glad when I’m with you. You give me joy. You remind me I’m not alone, and that there are others out there struggling as much if not more than I do.
I’ll try to do better. I’ll try not to neglect you so much. But I am ever so aware that I need you as much if not more than you need me.
Talk to you again soon.